My Uro-gyne has ordered full urdynamics testing and it’s tomorrow. I’m shaking just thinking about it. I’m not sure I’ll even make it out the car and into the hospital. I am terrified about the whole thing, I can normal get myself into a place where I can do something Idon’t really want to, a bit like its not me its happing to. It means I go very quiet but it gets me through.
At the moment I can’t find that place.
I’m scared I freeze and won’t go through the door and waste everyones time.