Hiya gang. Not been as involved in the forums as much as I use to be.
Sorry for not being as supportive as I would like to be.
I am so damned preoccupied with my chuffin
bladder and its unpredictable behaviour.
I had to call a district nurse out again on Sunday, to change my blocked catheter.
Normally I have my spc changed every 6 weeks. But the last 4 changes have been at 3, 5, 5 and 2 weeks! Plus I have daily really painful spasms, which cause me to wet myself! Honestly, it is demoralising and maddening to boot!
Tomorrow I am having a flexible cytoscopy (I know, crazy and scary sounding, innit), where the urologist will take a look inside my bladder to see what`s going on.
I am really, really dreading it, as I will be awake…general anaesthetics are not used for this. Also, yeh I know I`m being irrational, but there is a teeny tiny bit of me that is worrying it might be something serious and not just a general build up of grit and gunge.
I have thought about not having a catheter and with wetting accidents, have decided that wouldn`t be any good. Sitting in wet nix, pads, tenas feels uncomfortable and not the way for me.
So, I know you
ll all be thinking of me and willing me not to get so tense........Il just have to grin and think of Engand as they mess around with my undercarriage. Oh, they do use a nubbing cream.