Today I have an appointment with the continence nurse and another bladder scan.
I’m expecting to be told I’ve got to self catheterise.
I’ve had lots of reassurance from several of you, about it not being as bad as it sounds, and about it being liberating etc but I’m still more than a bit anxious about it!
What a wimp!
I’m not very good with buttons, hooks and eyes etc, so how will I manage a fiddly tube in a place I can’t actually see?
Half of me is saying no, no I can’t do this, and the other half, just get on with it and stop being such a drama queen!