I feel a bit silly but I just wanted to talk to some people who might be able to understand how I’m feeling.
I had a relapse at the end of January, which i was starting to recover from but now my husband has just gone to Afghan for 4 1/2 months (he’s in the RAF). Since he went a week a go I’ve felt much worse with a lot of pain around my ribs and all down my left hand side. We have an 11 month old girl who is on the verge of walking and in to everything and I have a part time job 3 days a week and I’m just finding it tough. I hadnt fully recovered when he went and I’m hoping that the worsening of my symptoms is just because I’m tired from working and looking after my baby girl but I’m worried that its a another relapse.
The people I work with dont really understand about MS and I’m not one for telling everyone just how bad I feel, I tend to put a brave face on it and just get on with it. I just feel like I’m really struggling and noone understands. Normally I talk to my husband about it all but I dont want to worry him when he’s so far away and can’t do anything about it.
Sorry for the moan!