Here I go again…
Well the sweating again is terrible and having two to three baths per day due to body thermometer being broken.
I had a bath earlier and my legs went numb again I couldnt move them at all,well I started to cry I got frightened.I dont know why because it has happened before.
My legs came back enough to haul my self out of the bath.I managed to get dressed but had to come down the stairs on my bottom.
Ive sat in my computer chair,the feeling is still not back in my legs properly BUT now my lower spine and hips are so painfull I want to cry out,my legs,ankles and feet are paining me to.I can hardly walk and my legs will not straighten.
It seems every few weeks I get 1-3 days of milder symptoms then I get them worst that ever before for several weeks.It is frightening me all the time,I do not know what will happen next.
I think I need a manual wheelchair just for now untill I get an electric wheelchair,I cannot be stuck in the chair or sofa like I am now all the time.
This is terrifying,not knowing what the next few minutes could bring me.
My hands and arms are starting to feel heavy and I have to rest them,I tried turning a tap on and cried out with pain in my wrist and arm.
How much more do I have to endure?