It has been the most terrible time of my life.
My Big Handsom Larger that Life Husband left me 2 weeks ago.
We have had a few ups and downs over the last 6 months but I NEVER imagined that this would happen.
He bought a big thumping motorbike approx 9 months ago, which I did not really want him to buy, he has got his big BMW and he is starting a new exciting job on the 3rd October… and he is turning 40 next February.
He is either having a mid life crisis… or he has got someone else… I just dont know. He is not communicating with me and does not reply to anything that I say or do. I have tried so many times to talk to him but he is like a closed book. There is nothing coming back to me. He says that it is not the MS but deep down I suspect that it is. He promised to look after me when we married no matter what happened.
Both of our families are devestated and cant believe what he is doing. He is living in his best mates spare room.
I DESPERATELY want him to come home, I have told him over and over again, but like I said, there is just nothing coming back. The only thing he is saying is that ‘he does not love me like he used too’. We have just had our 6th wedding anniversary but have been together 12 years.
I am still working and I am up and about but the big things I just cant do any more… mow the grass and go to big supernarkets… that sort of thing. I do have friends but they are work related people but dont have many friends other than that.
My husband is just carrying on as nothing has happened… and I am signed off work due to ‘domestic crisis’.
This is my 2nd marriage. Both familes are devestated and my eldest son went to Uni on Thursday so I am not really knowing what is happening in my life any more. I am 47 this year and my future now looks very very bleak.
Just a few words of comfort would be nice.