I am undiagnosed as I have described recently. I have many neuro symptoms. My neurologist wants to discharge me at my next appointment in two weeks time. The only test I have had is 2 brain mri's - clear but some white/grey patches put down to being age appropriate (I am 48).
I try to be cheerful - friends and my GP say they don't know how I carry on so cheerfully with all that is wrong.
But some days it just hits me.
Like this morning. I knew it was going to be a slow heavy day as soon as I woke up - so rather than getting my husband's breakfast as I usually do and sharing it with him before he goes to work, I stayed in bed. I got up at 8:30 ish.
Later, a delivery man asked me to sign for a parcel I was taking in for a neighbour - and it took me ages to write my name; the physical writing of it but also the "what comes next?" as I wrote it. Like messages just weren't getting through. This happens a lot but it is the first time in this present attack and it has upset me; acknowledging that The Old Monster has returned and I am back at square one again. My leg is dragging today and I just feel weird and numb.
Soon I must pep myself up, smile and carry on as I have my voluntary work to this pm.
Thanks for "listening" :)