I’m so sorry to post and for it to be anon but I need to get this out.
I wonder how many of you are like me? I so want to come to terms with this but I can’t.
I have had ms for 8 years. Been diagnosed for almost 6 and been in a wheelchair ( legs won’t move ) for over 3.
I don’t want antidepressants because the problem will still be there when I come off them. They solve nothing.
I really really wish ms was terminal for me because I want an end. My OH knows what I want but I have 2 children (14 & 18) who it would be hard to leave now. Dignitas calls if I can afford it when my youngest is 18.
But there isn’t a night when I don’t pray I’ll die in my sleep and not a morning when I don’t cry because I’m not dead.
I’m not looking for sympathy etc but would like to feel there are others like me. Please.