Hello everyone, iv’e not been on for ages and iv’e really missed you all, iv’e just caught up on a few messages. I was starting to feel all alone with this illness so its good to catch up.
Things have been great but manic here, I feel as if i’m constantly trying to support everyone. Rochelle the Babies and my children…I think i’m trying to prove that i’m normal and can do everything a healthy person could…obviously not, i hit a wall of depression last week and had a few crying days, I’m okay again now and last week when i saw my gp she was amazed at how well i was doing…I’d avoided seeing her for months after a bad day when she’d told me that if i was more positive i would get better. …but although i didn’t sprint around her surgery she could see that on a positive note i was in a much better place, and also she was completely bowled over by Frazer. …but who wouldn’t be? hes the most gorgeous dog in the world and what a privilege it is to be his mum…I think thats why iv’e come so far and i really belive that i wouldn’t be doing half as well without him.
Today i’m off to see my mother in law in Bolton, iv’e booked travel assistance on the train, Frazer and I are so excited!
Michelle and Frazer xx