Hi everyone
I was posting on here before, multiple times, about how much I wanted to give up drinking and sort myself out
I’m proud to say that I haven’t had a drink for nearly 5 weeks, and I’ve started at the gym (more on that in a minute)
I’ve had help from the community, I did a monitored detox and have been going to groups. I’m so happy that I’ve managed to do it. The first week of detox was really hard, and THAT is what’s stopping me from relapsing. I cannot, and will not, go through that battle again. And with every week…day…that passes that I am abstinent, it inspires me to continue in the same way
I gave up smoking in November ‘21 (after smoking for 21 years) and now I’ve given up drinking too. I feel strong. That’s it for drinking. Never again. I’m going to treat it like smoking. It’s a toxin and it has no place in my life. I can’t wait for the day in the future when I’ll be able to say I haven’t had a drink for XX amount of years
So, the gym - I got my GP to refer me, so I’ve got it at better than half price
I had an induction last week, so I have a plan to follow when I’m in there (like treadmill, then bike etc etc)
I went for the first time yesterday. It was hard, but I know the more I do it, the easier it will be
I love the exercise bike. I used to cycle loads when I was younger and now my balance doesn’t allow it, so a stationary bike is perfect for me. I felt so good when I finished, tired, but good. Today I’m a bit achy but it’s ok. This is only the very beginning. I’m really looking forward to seeing the results. I put on so much weight when I was drinking
I’m thinking this time next year I’ll be in a better place than I am now. I’m also growing my hair out and I’ve been saying ‘this time next year’ for the last six months. But the hairdresser PROMISES me it’ll be as long as a bob by Christmas. So imagine what another 12 months will do
I also had an autumn covid booster jab yesterday (after the gym). So that’s 5 jabs in total I’ve had for covid. I’ve managed not to actually catch it (which I’m obviously really super happy about) but I know it’s still out there so awareness is still needed!
Those posts I was doing before were all doom and gloom - and it wasn’t really that long ago. So it feels really nice/positive to be saying something else, and knowing that it’s true