Hi Everyone, hope you’re all doing well…
I got a call from my gp surgery telling me to come in tomorrow following my blood tests this week. Every time he has called me in he’s packed me off to hospital. I suppose I could pack my bag before I go, but no, I really can’t cope, I spent the entire first week of 2016 in there and I’ve had enough!!!
I’m actually really stressed about this visit as the tests done are for inflammatory responses by my body and I don’t like what that could indicate. I’m really struggling with fatigue and can’t cope with any more of my body breaking down. I keep joking that they’re going to put me on the scrap heap, but now I’ve changed my mind. If there’s any more diagnoses they’re going to add to my long list, I want referring to the vet. I can’t afford Switzerland and they were so good when they put the hamster to sleep. They’re licensed to put cows and horses down so they can manage my weight.
Just please cross your fingers for me. I can’t talk to my family as dad isn’t doing very well and they’ve got enough to worry about. That’s why I can’t get admitted either, mum can’t leave the house unless I’m there. I just feel like I’m at breaking point. Sorry to be so miserable. Take care.