Hi guys and gals,
I am sorry to have a negative post but i am not coping very well today - and it’s only 10am
Yesterday afternoon got a call from the gp surgery asking me to come in, as my blood test results have flagged up a problem (wouldn’t tell me what though) been trying all morning to get an appt - no success. Woke up in pain in all limbs, sinus pain,banging headache and my tremor is ridiculous. I just managed to feed the kids and walk them to school, have to pick them up in 2 hours and am on my own untill 7pm. Don’t have the energy to go out anywhere with them (don’t drive) so i know there going to be bored all afternoon.
Have to take the eldest to his new school tomorrow for a stay & play session, which i’m dreading - i struggle in big crowds to communicate and end up looking like an idiot - not the best start. Got lots of university study to do, but can’t concentrate at all. Waiting to hear about starting my rebif, but thinking it’s not a great idea until i get in to see my gp about the test results.
I don’t really know what i’m moaning about - just feeling overwhelmed and can’t stop crying. I am normally a positive person but today it feels too much. Need to buck up before i have to pick the kids up…sorry for ranting.