Thank you Steve,
Frazer s a real bundle of joy…I love him so much …he’s so tuned into me when ever i’m sad he rests his head on my knee and looks at me with his lovely brown eyes.
Iv’e got loads going on at the moment and feel overwhelmed and a bit rubbish and a bit sad , not really sure why, I should be sooo happy and i am, but feel scared too…Iv’e just turned 50 so maybe its my age…lots of things happening Rochelles having the babies next month (twin girls) our first grandchildren she’s coming to stay with us after the birth so i can help her…she needs me, her husband won’t take time off I feel a bit sad for her, but me and her Dad will be there for her. at least having had so many children myself i can help… moral support, and cuddles… even if I can’t push their pram. Iv’e just spent a fortune on two baby carriers one for me and one for her. I found one suitable for someone in a wheelchair so I was delighted.
Bens my son with aspergers has needed a lot of support, hes not coping with Uni he’s living at home and travelling in, but things have been difficult, they still haven’t got him a mentor yet even though they said they would. and Molly and Rosanna my autistic daughters need us too…so i feel the famous words …Stop the world, i want to get off!
But as they say theres always someone worse, i can still laugh, Lee is brilliant and I have lovely Carers and my wonderful assistance dog Frazer
Thanks for your kind words
Michelle and Frazer xx