Thanks Pat, Ive just read your message…Im so sleep deprived its untrue. and a im a bit emotional, i know that she’ll go home soon and i’ll really miss her and them, its nearly 13 years since i had my last baby and i haven’t forgotten a thing, whatever this wretched disability has taken from me its not taken my ability to love and nurture my little granddaughters, Iv’e fed them changed them and had so many cuddles, in fact today little Naomi waited till the nappy was off and covered me in yellow poo.
The reality is i’m not like i was, i’m older and weaker and my legs are so painful, i think i’m trying so hard to do loads but the nicest thing is there is no one telling me i can’t do this, even Christine my Carer told me that one of my friends had expressed doubt at my abilities to look after Rochelle and the babies,saying she couldn’t understand Rochelle staying with us, but thankfully Christine my carer put her right and said i was completely capable , and that is probably the best thing of all having my carers looking after me and the house and make the meals means that i can look after Rochelle. And I have to say Grandad Lee is the most amazing Grandad, those little girls have completely got him wrapped around their little fingers
My bubble will end soon Pat, I’m and i probably would burn out eventually but its so lovely to know that this is something not even ms can take off me.