I have never liked spiders and if one landed on me I would have hysterics.
I have noticed recently that they don’t scare me like they used to-bear with me please
Example; At the moment there is a spider in the bathroom, near a window and a mirror I use. It is within inches of where I stand at the mirror.
I am standing there cleansing and polishing while this spider is doing loop the loop up and down it’s silky thread. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have the urge to pick it up, I just find it strange how I’ve suddenly become desensitised.
I am thinking, if the brain lesions have been affecting my emotions, moods, responses, then is it possible it could have something to do with this?
I mentioned to my husband but he said something along the lines of me being certifiable. He doesn’t mean it really of course and if it was the other way round I would have probably laughed and said the same to him.
Seems logical to me though.