dear fellow MSers
please add to it- think of it as a virtual room 101. here’s mine:
i got up this morning tired but functioning, washed and dressed, pills popped and breakfasted, ready to leave and (again) suddenly struck by a massive bout of fatigue rendering me totally knackered and hardly able to keep my eyes open.
i know the cover ‘lady’ (she ain’t no lady, trust me) will be contemptuous of me when i next have to speak to her. however she seems to be very nice (almost servile and sickening) towards the younger males. i wonder if the crutch detracts from my animal magnetism?
i was just woken by the cat who was scratching at the bedroom door to get out. in trying to release her i caught her paw in the door and she howled at an ear-bleeding volume. poor thing.
i hate this condition for a myriad of reasons- i either get pitiful looks and/or comments, or tacet (although not always) suggestions that things are really not as bad as all that/ i am faking/ it’ll get better. i seriously want to scream “IT IS REAL. IT WON’T GET BETTER. I HAVE NO POWER OVER IT. PLEASE BELIEVE ME”
my list (like everyone’s) could go on and on… please add your own annoyances to this. consider it a way to exorcise the negativity in order to free important brain room for more pleasant/ productive thoughts.
deep breaths, nice hugs and positive thoughts to all
p.s. feel free to replace ‘cheesed’ with an alternative… i opted for cheesed as it is a lot more polite and moderator-friendly than what i REALLY wanted to write.