Where do i start, about 4 months ago i had to stop work the Fatigue was just to much doing a physical job as well ,i was on High Mobilty , Low care, i was told that i would have to pay my own Mortgage for the first 13 weeks which i have and that i would be on £67.50p a week E.S.A money while my claim was acessed, they have also agreed to pay£15.90p a week towards my Mortgage interest costs, and they have said that i don't have to pay Community tax, i whent for a Medical at a Atos Centre and have been waiting for the results of that, on Monday i received three letters one saying that i was no longer eligible to claim E.S.A benefits and that all my E.S.A benefits had been stopped my E.S.A BENEFITS £67.50P and my Morgage assistance money £15.90p.
When i looked at my medical results they had scored me 0. points atall i had explained that i could only walk 50 mtrs with out stopping, had trouble with my balance and couldn't sit down for an hour because my legs tended to seize up also i get leg spasms so i have to get up and walk around to help the situation and had problems in general with getting around i also need a walking stick to help me, i also have problems remembering things they have sen't me an appeal form to fill out i couldn't of picked a worst time for this to happen with Christmas just around the corner after having a lengthy conversation with the Derby Benefits Centre about my predicamant she said their was nothing she could do until my appeal had been received, i explained that i had bills to pay at present and would have to talk to my Mortgage lender again to tell them that i wouldn't be able to pay them what i had recently sorted out with them, the quicker i can get my appeal in the better the problem i have their is nobody i can ring for help because everybody is shuuting up for Christmas so if i send in the form straight away its me doing it with no proffesional help and we all know its not what you put but how you word it.
When i explained to her that they had not scored me any points on the Medical for my problems with walking more than 50mts she said would you be able to do 50mts in wheelchair i said i'm not in a wheelchair so she said exactly if you were in one you could do more than 50mts with out any problem i couldn't beleive what i was hearing.
So now i'm going to atempt to do the form myself and send it back but if its true what she has told me about having to use a wheelcair i'm starting to wonder is their any point, this has totally ruinned my Christmas and bomb shelled me i feel numbed and not a second goes by with me not thinking about it, i'm sorry this has gone on a bit but i felt i had to put people in the picture with all the facts.
Something else i had forgot was they told me to contact Emergency Funds to help out for the short term when i told them i needed help with the Mortgage repayments they told me they can't loan me any money towards housing costs i'm hitting brick walls with everythings hope this has not got to heavy for people to read i really needed to get it off my chest. thanks.