this will hopefully not ramble on but i felt i needed to talk. diagnosed 2 years ago,consultant then and ms nurse then happy to leave me alone with the benign ms tag.
now here i am new consultant,had lumbar puncture,new high tec mri scan done.got ms nurse appointment in an hour and i know drugs will be on the menu. i have spent the last 2 years very well with no drugs and knowing now whats ahead im scared. i know no one wants ms or the drugs but i luckily have never had to take any drugs in my 50 odd years except the odd paracetomol.
its scarey isnt it. i work full time and have a mortgage to pay and envision going to work with the drug side effects and having to inject isnt so appealing. sorry if i sound like a wet wally but im so nervous as my 9 o clock app approaches.
i already know that there have been some changes on my old scan to my new scan as i have had some eye issues[glaucoma] and yesterday my opthomologist mentioned it as he looked at my eye scan. he said i should discuss that with my consultant in january at next app.
i apologize for the ramble
love to all