Best wishes to you too Polly. I find replying to posts on here very difficult as well. And I think it’s quite hard to ‘switch off’ from feeling disabled so having a break will do you good, take care.
Agree with your frustration with this site, the heart seems to have gone out of it a bit.
Think of being away as being on a holiday time to take a break from thining about all your symptoms. Be positive and find something new to do with your time. reading, making loom bands, knitting???
Have a lovely time and hope to hear from you when you get back.