Hallo me homies!
Throughout this year, i
ve faced new problems and challenges. As you know, I always do me utmost to rise above it all and keep cheerful. I sometimes use laughter to disguise my true feelings. I reckon its easier to laugh than it is to cry.
I haven`t been able to actually cry for myself for several years now. But I do so quite readily for others here, on tv or on the terrible news stories.
The things that are to blame for my down time are;
big toenails that keep ingrowing, need attention and surgery is calling. I keep putting off making that commitment, as my spc isnt properly settled yet. I cant cope with post op pain in another region yet awhile.
Then my loss of weight bearing/standing strength was a blow.
Hubby telling me, after much coercion, that holidaying with me isnt a holiday for him anymore, hit me hard.
Yeh, I know I am lucky in that my carers take me for a break now.
There`s a big family problem, going on too, which is upsetting me, but I prefer not to air it here. I talk about it with my carer, sister and hubby. They tell me none of it is my fault and not to fret about it. What mum can do that easily, I ask you? Yes, it is to do with my daughters.
So we`re off to Filey on saturday for some kiss me quick humour and a good feed of all things chocolate and gooey!
Who wants a stick of rock bringing back?