im losing it here. ive had so many things happening and changing around me recently that im not able to cope at all any more. just today my cpn rang me and said id no longer get there services as i dont want to take the perscribed medication. i have depression with anxiety and have been suicidal for a short time. i need help but it all seems to be leaving me. im stck on my own all day and all the cpn said was to offer me to contact a befrienders sceme which is stupid as its not friends i need but help.
it is all affecting my ms and my suport network is dwindling. i dont get out much apart from with a carer and as im regfestred partially sighted, ms and not mental health issues im not sure i can carry on if im honest.
i have a wonderful councellor but not sure how long that will carry on for.
i havwe bad [problems at home which make things 100 timeas worse for me. there are no disabled properties in my county and as a youngish woman still im not old enough for sheltered old people housing. im angry and really need some support for someone who might understand