Hi everybody, hope everybody well. Im not too good at moment.
Im currently engaged to what i felt was a wonderful man. We have been together for 6 yrs apart from aapprox 6 months he needed to sort his head out. this must have meant go have s*x with someone else, which lasted a few months, she totaly screwwed with his head. Anyway cut a long story short, he saw the error of his ways and I forgave him and we got back together. Xmas Day last year he proposed, it was totaly unexpected, so unexpected I was trying to call it a day on xmas eve (drink fuelled evening) and i'd had a bowel accident, and thort i cant do this to him anymore....
I still love him...I think...but I'm not sure that is enough. I am still very hurt by what he did.
So what are my options, go back to my house, have no one there for company or to take care of me when i'm having a bad time with MS, he's been there since before dx in 2006.
Or just go along the way we are going, but is that fair ...on him !!!