Im very upset, ill lost my best friend of 40 years to cancer this morning. She had been fighting it for for a year,but today it beat her.I got the call at 10am this morning,and i cannot cry.I really want to,i keep on getting the tears in my eyes,but nothing comes out of it.She went into the hospice last tuesday, for them to sort out her pain relief.Apparently they were brilliant to her,but this morning she collapsed and died. Her 2 kids and her partner are devestated,as i am.Life is so unfair she was only 48.
Im sorry for writing this,but needed to get it off my chest.(had to many whiskeys at lunchtime)