Reet! I need some serious help! Life is passing me by and i am sick of watching other people living and enjoying life. I am 33, live alone (partner left me after 5 years) and i am not working. I am soooo piggen lonely. I am fat now too which doesnt help my confidence. I just seem to have to battle everything to get anywhere. I was trying to get my nurse pin number back so that i can become self employed carrying out aesthetic cosmetic proceedures (botox, fillers etc), but that has also turned out to be a nightmare and i now have a soliciter dealing with the uni as they failed to make reasonable adjustments. I havent got the cash to do my MSc in psychology after recently getting a first class degree and one of the highest marks in the uni. Every single day i wake up and i am positive, happy and always smile - but inside i am dying . I want a job so bad but my MS varies so much day to day and hour by hour that i dont know who would take me on? I really need to do something quickly before i loose my mind. I want to make some money and no struggle, find some friends and have something to work towards. I am highly qualified and skilled but my health is just so mecurial and fatigue is very very difficult for me. Even with medication i still can go from feeling great to becoming so fatgued i could vomit at any given time. I really really dont know what to do now. My friends are getting married, having babies, going on holiday. buying nice things and i am just at home - praying for someone to want to come and visit me or go to the pictures!
Sorry to whinge but i just need to do something!! I dont know where to even start
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