I have my face to face tomorrow and I have basically buried my head the sand as my mood is so low at the minute that I just don’t feel able to cope or deal with anything else except getting up out of bed most days; basically if I don’t think about it, it’s not happening!
The guy on the phone said that it isn’t a appeal so I’m not sure what to expect so any advice on people’s experiences good or bad
Also once a week for 4 hours I volunteer at Samaritans as a listening volunteer, it’s always easier to listen to someone else’s problems than your own I think, is this something I should omit? I must admit struggle for the rest of the day and the day after with more than my normal fatigue and pain but it’s so worth it for me to feel that I can be useful and while I’m there I almost feel like the Steph I was before I was told I had MS, even if I have fallen asleep face down on a table!
I don’t to dupe anyone but I also don’t want to endanger the money I need to live on, pay the rent and keep my dogs in the life they are accustomed to!
I know there must be threads upon threads about this topic so feel free to only apply with links!
Thank you so much for reading this and thank you again for any and all advice you can give me!