I’m tired, tired of being scared of what tomorrow will bring, what new pain complaint or mood, of looking at my family knowing they doubt me because there’s no blood, no plaster or bruise to explain away the pain, of trying to explain to doctors, specialists, care workers , how hard it is to stay positive…Im just so damn tired.
Hi Mrs Ricco,
so sorry you are going through a bad time at the moment. Are you in Limboland too? Our lives can be so turned upside down and by the nature of our symptoms bring tiredness. Please, please remember you are never on your own, for a start you have us on the forum who appreciate what you are going through. If you can, do something nice for yourself and take time out, something you know will make you feel better.
takecare,
Catherine xx
Hi, yes, I know that being in limboland sucks!
When all our problems are inward ones, it is hard to get anyone to understand.
Just using a stick to aid balance and walking, can make some folk notice that something is wrong.
Wondering what tomorrow will bring as a huge worry for me too. You need to find something else to focus on i you can hun.
luv Pollx
Hello Mrs Ricco.
I know how you feel and it is hard.
some times i have a day when i will cry all day for no reason at all, then the next day i feel strong again.
Medion is right, your not on your own.
I only joined this site a couple of days ago, and from reading other posts and replys, there are some wonderful people on here,
It is most reasuring that so many people do understand what you are going through.
I know it is easy to say, but try to keep your chin up…
sharon x
I’m sorry your feeling so scared Mrs Ricco. You really need your family there for you. Try to make them see how important this is to you. It would help you cope better with the health care people. You may think this is a strange suggestion. what about writing your thoughts down on paper about how you feel and how much you need your family to be supportive…then let them read it. ((((((hugs))))))