Hi
Livid about this and felt like I wanted to vent and let of steam!
I’ve recently had an MRI scan after suffering from optic neuritis. I’ve been really worried about the results, naturally and am due to see the consultant again for the results this coming Monday 4th Feb.
I get a letter in the post this morning which was also sent to my GP giving all the brutal facts.
Bascally - it doesn’t appear to be good news for me. Now - really, sending me bad news in technical jargon that I can’t understand before sitting down and explaining it to me first? I was already a nervous wreck about it, and now I have 3 days of literal torture wondering and searching about all of the various things that have been flagged up - without any answers except the internet, which I’ve found to be always a bad idea because you end up convincing yourself you’re going to die.
DISGRACE!
I phoned the secretary and let rip. She said it was standard procedure to copy you in on the results and I should be grateful.
REALLY?
If we were talking about bunnions, then fair enough - but I’m getting the results of life changing brain scans that have not come back all clear, so I get those results without any explanation about what they mean to me or anything, and I’m supposed to be grateful.
I dont’ think I’m just lashing out at bad news am I? I’m entitled to feel angry about this? I will be complaining about it 100%, but is there any point?
So now I’m sat here with scan results with just Google for Company finding out about all kinds of nasties
I wonder if anybody can throw any light on them.
My internet fueled research suggests that it’s highly likley that I’ll be diagnosed with MS on Monday, or be told I have a strong possibility of it, but there is also another problem which seems to be totally unrelated from what I can see - but again, I dont’ know because he just bashed out the results willy nilly to torture me.
This is what the scan found
- Orpital porition of left optic nerve was diffusely atrophic and hyperintense extending to optic canal
- inracranial segment was however normal
- There were 3 to 4 supra tentorial white matter lesions including periventricular lesions
- This is suggestive of neuro inflammatory or demyelinating process in association with optic neuritis
- There was some blurring of the grey white matter junction in the left oribito frontal region
- This had poorly defined signal charge extending to left frontal horn suggesting an area of cortical dysplasia
I’m mean come on - “cortical dysplasia” and you pop it in a letter. How am I supposed to know what that is all abobut and how is it supposed to do anything than torture me.
Have a quick look online, supposed to be having seizeures, I have none, supposed to be epileptic, I’m not - it’s just a joke?
Vent over, thanks for listening! x