Feeling rubbish. I must admit I am not the most life of the party person though i do like to have fun. My friend is very ‘out there’ parties, late nights in with everything. She kindly invited me to a fun in the sun afternoon which is due to start now. Unfortunately it is in a big park that will take me 45 minutes to get to by bus. Obviously on a day like today it is very stuffy and hot. Once there she wants us all to play games where i would want to find the nearest shade.
I must admit I rarley go out with her as I do make excuses because of getting tired etc so I can understand her thinking nits just another excuse but on this occasion I am not making an excuse when I say its too hot. If it was cooler I would have gone. Her response was its great weather and to come and get out of the house,when I told her it was too hot she said ‘stay in then’ with such a defeated i give up with you tone I have come to the conclusion that people just don’t understand. I now feel like an odd ball…I can never just do things spontaneously without having to weigh thinngs up.I also have a problem with excess sweating under arms and back which doesn’t help.