im not surprised you feel insecure anyone would after a ms diagnois.
You work fully time too. I think your amazing I no longer work due to fatigue type exhaustion.
I don’t think your Husband really understands the effects ms can have on a persons feelings whether or not you have any symptoms.
The worries you must have for your future, has he been well informed about your condition and does he attend any doc appointments and ms clinic appointments.? With you? If not tell him he must attend with you he may learn a little more about what your going through.
Do you mind me asking your age? Could you be approaching your menopause? I’m asking because I was diagnosed at 44 the same time as starting peri menopause and that really knocked my confidence and self esteem at one time I wouldn leave the house and was scared of everything but wasn’t exactly sure what of.
Are you taking any medication for your ms? How long have you had it before being diagnosed.
If you feel you are approaching menopause make a doc appointment as you may need a blood test to check thyroid iron etc they could also check your hormone levels and can ask about how your feeling in yourself, dwindling hormones can make you feel a bit low in mood and definitely insecure. Your doc may prescribe you some Hrt if applicable or some antidepressants it’s always worth talkings about it.
Ask your husband to do more at home unless he already does!
Put yourself first can you take some time off work just to relax and get your head round things. Stress is not good for Your ms.
Good luck. By the way I’ve had my ms for 7 years and am on medication for it called Tecfidera which is capsel twice daily.
Ann x (smokey)