Driven Insane by the PPMS trolls

Primary progressive MS
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Audi MOB. I finally understand. When I was told had PPMS, I should of told nobody & just got on with life.

For some strange reason, some people think it’s fine to make life 10x tougher & destroy anything you are interested in, by pure jealousy. Basically you have to avoid anyone you knew in your life. Move planet & do everything different. Having something different happening in your life, adjusting how to cope with a primary progressive problem isn’t enough. They cover their backs, claiming to care, when they obviously don’t. Wanting to be first in the queue to take anything they can. Try to avoid them & they will stalk you to death with their stupidity & lack of understanding.

Why some folks get jealous is beyond my comprehension. The so unfair catch phrase, springs to mind. I want that one. I wish I knew how to do that. Give me that idea, so I can pretend I’m creative. It’s quite disturbing & fake.

Are there any decent, normal folks out there. Or does everyone have issues they channel to someone else to make themselves feel better & completely overlook the reality of what is really happening for their selfish gain.

Most importantly, there is no cure for any form of MS, so take heed when offered medication.

Eat healthy, get fit & avoid any contact with idiots or it’s game over.

Why I bother writing on this forum I’ll never know. Basically it’s down to pure boredom, because I want to do the things I enjoy & that causes issues with the psychotic side of society. The truth is, it’s always about money. Sad fact, but true.

Treat yourselves well & stay cool.

Terry I fink…

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Einstein WTF emoticon (Word Emoticons)I can only add that PPMS is like a completely different illness to RRMS. I should know because I have it.

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Hello Terry.

Many of us will identify with your feelings. In my late years at work when allowances were made for my limited mobility, I could feel the stench of resentment arising from certain corners of the staff room and beyond. On two occasions, I turned up with a new motability car, only to be faced with the usual sotto voce vitriol that stems from seething jealousy.

And what of my “friends”? I still have good friends who have lived through my decline and fall(s) and still see the same person. A lot of them have carried their own burdens and baggage so are able to put our circumstances into context.

It is the ones consumed by the importance of their own bubble who do us wrong. Understanding is claimed yet proven to be superficial. I am used as a lever for their own amusement and self gratification.

In the flat above me lives Bernie. He’s in a bad way. A life of smoking and drinking has taken its toll. His legs are bandaged to the knees and the GP has advised him to have one of them amputated from above the knee. He has refused. He doesn’t think he’ll last that long anyway. He loves to see my daughter Rose. My nan lived for five years after an amputation; but she had no life.

As you say; let’s stay cool.

Steve

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You hit the nail on the head Steve. I never even knew why I kept falling. All I know is, I seem to be surrounded by thieves. Waiting to take what ever they can. Losing my job, garden, home, car, van & social life, plus a progressive decline in my health wasn’t enough for them. If some people see something you have, they want. They’ll take it, without asking. And blame anything & everything for their justification. Even make up lies, to cover their cowardly ways.

If I could, I’d create a warp drive. I am constantly thinking of ways to get away from all humanity.

Having my driving licence returned & buying myself a car to get away seems pointless. They follow where ever I go. Quite sad really, but we can’t change their mentality & I can’t keep changing my phone number & address to get away. I’ve got my own problems. As do we all.

Targeting the sick & disabled is a new low.

Claiming to be helping, when all they know, is how to take & be fake.

Pushing you to breaking point, so they can say they’re only trying to help. It’s the help that causes the problems & it’s usually got a price attached. Looking after yourself is the best & only way. When we need help, we ask!!! I’m more comfortable doing everything myself. Things get done that way. Most folks I know, say they’ll do stuff. That list is never going to happen.

They’ll read what you write, hear what you say, copy what you do & do the things you say you are interested in. Purely to claim their prowess. So now I do nothing, to avoid the games they play & they obviously like winning. Give me the money back, you stole & the life I was living. I will never stop avoiding them though. They are the cold callers of this world in my book. Genuine people are always welcome. Genuine by nature.

Tezone to the stalkers. Terry to the normal. Terry Talks to the wacky. TEZCORP to the fruit cakes.

I think for myself…