wish me luck as i go into the breach.since being diagnosed my boss has moved the goal posts but not told me, so i keep getting told off.yesterday it was for reading behind the desk.this i was always told was ok and was even told to bring in a book or something to do as it’s a long day without one.There were only 2 sales yesterday.it is not a busy shop where you’re constantly serving customers.
on another occasion i got a call on a bank holiday at 9.30 saying i was late, where as for the past 10+yrs bank holidays were 11-4.
he says i can’t leave the shop for a break. i can take a break whenever just as long as its when no people are in and i dont leave the desk. my hours are 9.30 - 5.
the list goes on, days off are usually blocked or have to make up time. during 6 week school hols i asked for sun, mon and tues off at the end of the hols, (he was away and his kids birthdays during the other weeks) was told i could have sun and tues but not the monday so that prevented me being able to get away with my daughter for a few days break.
there is a real shortage of work around here
i was told i look crap and ther are at least 2 people every week who would be more suitable.
self esteem plummeted.
just can’t face today:(
i also posted previously about disabled access to the shop. we have non and i’m the one who gets it in the neck when a wheel chair user can’t get in. the amount of times i’m told that abled bodied people like me, are ignorant and never consider what its like to be disabled.the main of my problems are in my hands, i should use a stick more often as i can’t walk straight but i only use one when i’m really tired.last summer i was pretty much walking round furniture to help me so i really do know and think about what its like. my boss hasn’t got a ramp as yet!
sorry for the long rant
sorry i’m going to post anon cos he’d sack me if he knew i was talking about this