Over the last five months l have watched my brother die slowly from a major stroke, seeing him struggling to speak and not being in control was agony to see.
yesterday l found out our daughter who is pregnant has been diagnosed with breast cancer,
she hasn’t spoken to me since getting new partner a few months ago. He wasn’t very nice to her little boy who has become quite withdrawn, she’s stopped us having contact with him as her partner didn’t think it was a good idea.
its as if he’s taken over her thinking, we have always been so close up until he came on the scene.
l feel so helpless, she sent a text to tell us but doesn’t want any contact.
l can’t stop crying as l know l can’t support her if she wanted me too which she doesn’t. due this horrific disease, l can’t walk hardly sleep due to pain , my hubby is my sole carer .
I feel I want to get on a train to nowhere and not come back.
my hubby wants me to see GP but what can he do only dish out more medication that l don’t want.
I’m not sure if any of this makes any sense but thank you for taking time to read it.