its been a long time since i have felt to write on here, but starting to feel a bit frustrated these days.
i have been suffering from a brain fog of some form. i go to work do my job and then find out days later i have made mistakes, try and have conversations and the words dont come out. ie go put that in the (points to object) that thing over there. the erm yeah cupboard/fridge/bin etc. my son recently said mum you cant actually say a sentence these days without pausing can you? (to be fair he doesn’t know about MS yet as why worry him needlessly at this time in his life).
i can lose things, then eventually find them but in the meantime not knowing where i put them at all. when i talk i can find my eyes look up as i am trying to recollect what i am thinking but to be honest this is frustrating. or i just forget something i want to say then it eventually comes back but i must look like i am mad LOL
i can sometimes feel like i am going to be dizzy (i never are but the eyes feel like they could be) that doesnt make much sense but hard to explain.
recently i feel like i am balancing on a knife edge of coping. i am a happy positive (mostly) with this illness and get through it and i know i could go and ask dr for a line to help but i have good manager who listenenes and workmates who are good and help so would rather get through this at work but can anyone relate?!!?
i hope so thanks in advance