I was just wondering, i’m undiagnosed at the moment, but the thought of being diagnosed with ms & when the diagnosis will come etc has totally take over my life…
All the little things in life that i use to think of, e.g what shoes to buy, what hair cut & colour to have, what make-up to try, what sexy underware to buy for my boyfriend has all gone.
To me all of those things seem so trivial now compared to what my life my end up being like and when and how and to what extent etc.
I am on anti depressants which have helped but i want to be able to think and stress about the older thing again and i want to feel like there still important.
Has this changed for any of you? Or have you still been able to do and think of these things as well.
I want to be able to be a girly girl again and worry or even think about these nice things but i can’t.
Life seems all too serious now.