Hi I don
t post on here very often but Im feeling so low tonight, tomorrow I hit the big 40, and I feel like rubbish, I have spent the last two days in bed, just extreme fatigue I think, cramps and spasms in my legs and numbness in my face and down my left side, a sharp pain that comes and goes just under my breast and its excruciating I find it hard to breathe when it hits and bizarrley a kind of thrumming, pulsating that goes down my spine, that bit is atchally quite pleasant, I feel like my OH just dosent accept there is something wrong so consequently I lay up here feeling a fraud, if only I could get some energy, my neuro put me on Ammatidine for the fatigue and I havent found it makes any difference I do take co-codamol and gabapentin for pain relief and for the spasms, its pointless trying to go to Docs as there is a three week waiting time to see Doc and Im sure that its probably going to all be notched up to MS. The problem is the longer this goes on the more my OH seems to go downhill himself, ie housework isnt done washing don`t make me laugh etc etc, does my OH do this so it makes me push myself to get up and do things, atchally it just makes me resentful I do usually end up dragging myself about to clean house and restore order,
I never thought this whinging moaning person would be me I thought life began at 40 was really hoping my sex drive would magically reappear, having read some posts on here that dosent seem likely, why does that happen??? I still fancy my other half the mind is willing, but the thought of doing it, is
nt sorry to be so blunt, as a woman is there anything I can do about this?? Once upon a time I was a happy bubbly person that never stopped, two jobs, full family life etc, gradually this has slowed down to this, a sheer struggle to get out of bed, what can I do I really am desperate, I dont think Im obsessing about having Ms any replies gratefully recieved, I did have a neuro but my OH started to complain about me being on DMDs and other drugs so I stopped them and only when pain is bad take the drugs that I have, so no longer have neuro,my hubby dosent think I should be taking drugs any drugs at all I do still have very busy ms nurse I think I just son`t know what to do anymore.