Well since my neuro has decided, on the strength of a brain mri, that all my symptoms are in my head I am keeping everything to myself.
My husband has decided its definitely that so is clinging to it. I can see why and it would be much better if it was but I'm not sure.
As a result I'm too scared to say how I am feeling. The pins and needles are driving me crazy and I am so exhausted and as for the pain.... well I don't need to tell anyone about that.
I went to the supermarket with him this morning instead of doing an internet shop because my symptoms "aren't real" and I had to paste a smile on and pretend I was fine. I just want to sit and cry now.
This is the only place where I can be honest now.