This is my worst day since medication. Hardly the energy to stand & head butting the wall when I do anything.
There’s no one I trust to call & I’m done for today. I’ve only recently woke, from a very messed up sleep. The amount of tunes going around in my head, is making me want to vomit.
I keep trying to snap out of it, but I’m accepting defeat.
The cold wash & pint of water, has not helped, like it usually does.
If I call anyone, I’ll just get sarcasm & I have typed this, I’ve just agreed to take a kid & his mum, shopping & to the park.
Stick a fork in me. I’m done!