Positivity gone, and most feelings of hope too. Had fab trouble free day yesterday, with just a minor blip when someone replaced the blood in my foot with ice, which then spread up my leg. But then that went away once I was in work, nice & warm. I went to bed feeling on top of the world.
Today I woke up utterly exhausted and vibrating (don’t know how to discribe it!). For a little while even my eyes were vibrating, but thankfully that stopped. I’ve been tired and weak all day. Hanging the washing up made my arms ache, as for pulling the pulley back up, that nigh on did me in. The washing nearly spent the day dangling almost on top of our fire.
The tiredness was also in my head. I haven’t been able to hold a thought all day, and I’ve been forgetting things. I go to do something only to discover that I’ve already done it. I have been like this several times in the past, but I’ve always been told that it’s post-viral fatigue syndrome. I now wondering if that was strictly true, because this certainly isn’t.
I’m now terrified to go to sleep as I don’t know what is going to happen to me tomorrow - I have it in my head that I’m going to wake up blind or deaf (tinitis is extra loud tonight!). Think I might immerse myself in a Harry Potter film with my headphones on in bed & let my hubby detangle me from them once I’m asleep.
Do neurological symptoms normally change this rapidly? and what state am I going to be in by the end of Jan when I get my MRI (it’s ok, I know you can’t answer that one).
Right, Harry Potter…