I know it'll pass, I know it will. It does eventually but after going on 16 years I'm getting to the point where enough already. Its nothing but a piss take at my expense. Takes a bit of me everytime and gives me nothing but misery in return. I should be used to it by now - had it long enough, but it doesnt stop does it? Its relentless in its quest to slowly take me and change me from the person I used to be to what I now am, and I know its still not finished. I fight it best I can but......Anyone else just feel like they're on a ride that they have never enjoyed and just want to get off... but cant? Sorry for the downer people, everythings just....meh!