I’m turning into a bitter b***h and I don’t like it. The months between November and the end of February are quite stressful for me, there’s the inescapeable festive season, lots of painful anniversaries, lots of birthdays (incl mine), Valentine’s Day, and I’m glad when March arrives. This year I’ve noticed that I’ve been more angry and I’ve been pushing my friends away - luckily for me, they’re not having any of it and are sticking around, giving me pep talks about how much they love me, but they are all such lovely people and I find it very hard to believe that they want to know me.
What the hell is going on? Is it an MS thing? I’m not normally like this, but I just feel like I’m at the bottom of a deep hole and digging even further down, and I can’t seem to shake it.