I'm sorry to be posting such a miserable message but I am feeling really low at the moment and would really appreciate any advice on how to "snap out of it " and try to see a more positive future.
I have finally been given ill health retirement and although I have not been at work for a year now it's still been so sad to think that it is all over. The doctor at occupational health seemed sure that once I had finished work I would be more relaxed and feel better about things but I am just feeling so bitter about losing my job and so angry with everyone who is just carrying on as normal. I know it's not their fault that I have MS but I feel that everyone has just forgotten that I am even here any more and I am so angry at this illness for putting me in this postion and so bitter that no one seems to care.
I know I can't have my health back but I would really like to have some kind of happy feelings back ! I used to be a happy jolly person who was fun to know- I don't want to let this bitterness take over and turn me into a sad and miserable person with no friends. I've been on antidepressants for 6 months now and I haven't noticed any difference so I don't know which way to go now.
thank you for any advice