Over 2 1/2years on and still no further

Well saw the MS specialist yesterday. Just to recap - last time I saw the neuro he was quiet convinced everything was pointing to MS but he needed more evidence as previous MRI’s had only shown non-specific lesions. So after my last check up I had a full battery of tests from evoked potentials, MRI to LP.

On meeting yesterday the neuro said - great news all your tests are negative. I said great - of course I don’t want to have anything wrong, He asked how have you been since the last visit I said fine my previous symptoms from July have gone he said your symptoms seem non-specific - but when last he saw me he said they all sound spinal! He was like great well I think we should either review in 1 year or discharge. I wasn’t expecting this as I thought surely after saying you were convinced it was MS and wanted to get me on DMD’s we should have some conversation about what it means: MS, something else neuro or something none neuro even. I turned to my partner to discuss re 1 year review or discharge mentioning concerns that the GP wasn’t that great and the neuro then said well in that case a one year review - excellent bye and turned and started writing.

I don’t really know how to feel now. On the one hand the last two MS specialist have gone on about MS but there is no evidence as yet. I don’t know whether the neuro saying a review in one year means he still thinks this is MS or whether he was in a rush just to get me out the door. My partner thinks I should just get discharged and not see anyone for a few years so I can then purchase medical insurance should I have issues in the future as he feels private is the way to go. I just feel a bit lost - I’m feeling great health wise at the moment. But my concern is over the last 2 1/2 years I’ve had a 2 episodes of stuff once a year (though between the episodes once I have recovered I have been ok apart from first ever episode which took a one year rercovery. ) so what do I do when I run into trouble because the GP’s aren’t that great they don’t really have enough knowledge. With the last episode my GP said the hug, bowel issues and numbness were down to IBS. I was in agony with the hug and almost carted myself to A&E - what I needed was something for spasm not to be told to look at fodmaps and take some over the counter IBS stuff which I did try and did sod all.

Just want some guidance on where to go from here. Do I just leave my one year review and see what he says then but what else is he really going to add? Do I get discharged and see how things go? Do I look elsewhere for answers - but I’ve had quiet a good serious of tests over the last 2+ years. I don’t want to waste people time or come across as a hypochondriac.

Any thoughts greatly appreciated.

Reemz

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Hi Reemz,

Well, its a bit of a mixed bag really.

It should be great news that nothing obvious is showing up, but on the other hand, it doesn’t explain what the heck is going on.

Firstly, I don’t think you will get insurance now, at least, nothing that will cover any neurological issues, you may get it for everything else, excluding that, as you can do with travel insurance for example.

So, not much point getting discharged. You may as well stay on the list. What if you get another big flare up? At least if you’re still on the books, you can get back to see him reasonably easily, or even contact him via his secretary yourself. If it is really bad, and your GP is not helping, go to A&E and at least you are on the neuro’s books.

I know it’s no consolation, (nobody wants an MS diagnosis) but it can take years for anything to show up if indeed you do have MS, many of us on here have been in the same situation. If it truly is MS it will make itself known eventually, but in the meantime your best bet is to try and live your life in the best way you can. You say you are healthy at the moment, so enjoy that feeling, and try not to overthink and over worry about something that may never happen. Fingers crossed!

Wishing you all the very best

xxx

If you have said 1 yr review, I should leave it there. You are still in the system, and if anything comes up in the meantime, that should make life easier than starting from scratch after having been discharged. I am sorry that you feel a bit cast adrift, and that the neuro back-tracked awfully fast when the results were not as expected. But it remains good news that you do not definitely have MS! Enjoy the reprieve, and try not to be downhearted. You will get to the bottom of things in the end. Alison

p.s. I agree wit Hunny about insurance. In terms of things like life assurance and critical illness insurance, I’m afraid you are basically stuffed already, at least for anything remotely neurological, and I would guess that medical insurance will be much the same. But things like travel insurance are not a problem - it is possible to get reasonably-priced cover even with an MS dx with no exclusions.

A

Thanks for the advise Hunny and Alison.

I guess the safest option is to stay under the neuro for a one year review then.

Yes Alison it was the sudden backtracking that really flumaxed me.

I am trying to get on with things as much as much as possible and will put this stuff to the back of my mind - easier as I am well at the moment. I have a lot to look forward to - wedding and house buying :slight_smile:

I just hope I remain symptom free for a very very long time.

Thank you again guys

Rima