Well, it’s finally here after a 6 month wait and suddenly I don’t want to go. I have a list of symptoms ready and I can feel the anxiety rising slowly. My symptoms are very minor compared to some and I suppose i have been able to explain them away until now. Now it is all very real.
I have always been honest and admitted that I’m not really sure if some of my symptoms are real, as in they are real because I can feel them but have I talked or scared myself into feeling them? Do I admit this to the neurologist?
The worst thing I ever did was consult the dreaded Dr Google. I’m sure he / she put some of the symptoms in my head. He must be the only Dr to actually give you symptoms.
Anyway I am babbling a bit now. Any advice would be most welcome at this point.