Hi, I am getting an MRI next Thursday which is great but I am a bit worried about all the stuff that is going on with me just now. I have pins and needles all over my body that feels like I am being stung constantly, so much so that I dreamt I was being attacked by a wasp early this morning. I am scratching at the 'stings’all the time. I need to go to the toilet much more than I used to, can be every twenty minutes at times, sometimes not making it on time. A couple of days ago I wet myself and I wasn’t even aware that I had until after it happened. I couldn’t even blame it on a UTI as I had that checked. Last Friday I had what I can only describe as an explosion in my face. Excruciating pain that lasted a couple of minutes or so but repeated itself four times in about an hour. Similar to the pain when eating ice cream and it goes to the nerves in your head but a lot more extreme and spread to my whole face. I saw the emergency doctor who said I described it well and most likely nerve related but he couldn’t prescribe anything other than co codamol as no formal diagnosis of ms yet. The pain is not constant so I felt that these would be of no use other than making me very drowsy. I even landed in hospital two weeks ago for a few days because I had chest and jaw pain which was thought of as unstable angina but tests came back fine. Now I know that it was more likely related to everything else that is going on with me.
It scares me that in just three months I have went from a bit of numbness, balance and speech issues to extreme pain and incontinence. I have cried a lot recently on my own but to my friends and family I put on a show of coping. Even my doctor thinks I am handling it extremely well but I am not so sure. I am worried that I won’t have the strength to be able to cope with this mentally and physically in the long term ie for the rest of my life.