I am now waiting for a mri, I have had the lp and it was fine not a twinge, I was going to get a taxi home but it was 4.30 in the afternoon, and getting a taxi would be expensive with the rush hour traffic. So as I felt alright I went home by tram and bus same way I came. There isn’t a direct bus to the hospital (I wasn’t alone my mum came with me)
So far i haven’t had any headaches maybe it is all of the coca cola I have been drinking, my back is sore and i had pain in my legs, one thing although told my mum that it was hard for me to stand up from sitting in the tram, she said that it didn’t look that way as I was striding away without a care in the world. She thought everything was fine but I told her that my legs felt weak and may hip was very sore. She couldn’t believe that I hid it so well.
I have good days when I think that there is nothing wrong with me at all that I am making a mountain out of mole hill, the tremors and pain are not so bad, but other days I get very down, I worry about what I may have or not have if it isn’t Ms what can it be. The waiting makes it harder and I have to wait until April for the neurologist to see me and am I wasting his time. But that’s how I feel.