Hello all,
I’ve not been on or posted recently, been too busy plodding on through day-to-day life. I am yet again totally utterly frustrated by the lack of support by my allocated NHS professionals. It is despicable.
I was approved to start DMDs in June 2012 by my new neuro in Birmingham. He advised me that I am not to contact him between appointments and should only use my MS nurse.
My injections (rebif) finally arrived the third week of September 2012. I had my training with my MS nurse as the reif nurse was off work following an operation.
I experienced the following (unrelenting) side effects from September 2012-December 2013:
- Headaches, dizziness and eye pain
- Severe shooting pains, usually around the joints for 6-8 hours after each injection. Joints remained sore and made walking difficult the next day
- Sweating, fever and shivers for most of the night
- Red, swollen, itchy injection sites which lasted 3-4 weeks. At one point I had 15 hive-like lumps
All of these meant I was losing 3 nights sleep a week. I was exhausted. This lead to knock on effects on my business, relationships and my social life.
I was told by my MS nurse to plod on regardless as she could not make changes until I had seen my neuro in August 2013.
In the first week of April 2013 I relapsed. My MS nurse was on holiday until early May. She has no cover when off. My GP would not prescribe steriods. My neuro would not take mine or my GPs calls. I as on my own. I ended up being hospitalised for a few days via A&E and was given IV meds on a ward. My MS nurse returned my calls mid May 2013 and said my GP should have helped me. She would write to my neuro so he was aware of hospitlisation and the severe side effects. She advised me that she will also now only be able to see me once a year so will see me February 2014 around 6 months after the neuro.
In August 2013 I saw my neuro who after a quick update chat (there was no letter on file frm MS nurse) said I could change to any DMD I wanted, I just had to tell my MS nurse at my next appointment (in 6 months time). He also told me to tell my GP about the “out of hours neurologist” shouldI relapse again. How is this my job?
After 16 months of torturous injections without support I decided to stop the DMDs altogether in mid December. The loss of quality of life (and 156 nights sleep a year) more than wipedout any potential benefit. I emailed my MS nurse to advise her on 11th December 2013- again to be met with her “out of office” reply.
I hve now felt like myself again for 2 weeks. It’s amazing.
I have today received a call frm my MS nurse in response to December’s email. She has cancelled all future rebif deliveries…oh and as I am now not receiving treatment I have been signed off from her…I now have no MS nurse and a neuro that sees me every 12-14 months and is not to be disturbed inbetween. This years appointment is the last week of September, what an f-ing joke.
Prior to my DX I had a lovely neuro who at least saw me quarterly. Whenever there was a change in symptoms he would order MRIs, FBC and would call to check on me. He gave me his email address should I need to get in touch with him with everything from questions to emergencies. When I had the relapse that lead to my DX I emailed him, within hours was sat opposite him whilst he prescribed the meds needed.
Since my DX I have had no scans, tests etc. I feel utterly negleted compared to before. If this normal? No monitoring after diagnosis?
Thankfully I am level headed, sensible and strong. Some people would not cope with this!!