Hello everyone, this is my second post and not sure what to say. I have been given the diagnosis 2 days ago over the phone. In a weird way I am greatful It has not taken too long to get an answer. So I had my first MRI scan under neuro which showed mild lesions in the brain and more spinal lesions. Then I had my second scan on Tuesday which showed a new lesions in the spine. However I thought I would need another scan to have 2 which showed changes. However I actually had a brain MRI scan in 2008 as part of a bipolar study with Edinburgh University. This scan was normal so they were able to look at the course over 3 scans which let them diagnose. I have to be seen by the MS nurses to discuss DMD. I am a nurse and I said months ago I feel I have MS I knew in myself that is what I had but you always have the hope it is not. I have had a few teary moments but I have an amazing family who have been my rock over the past few months. I am still off work currently but I feel I may need more time off to see which drug options suit me best. Has anyone got any advice going forward. I do not have any children and still would like to in the future.
I am very lucky in a way to get a diagnosis so quickly. But It feels like its not real I hate the feeling that I have lost some control of my life. I need to take it back and just wonder how others have coped?
Just give yourself time. Thinking that you have MS is nowhere near the reality of being told that you do. I was relieved to get my diagnosis, but then the fear set in. Just like with any other loss, you’ll need to deal with your grief before you can move on, and every situation is different. Be patient and let your family know when you need hugs and petting. You’ll get back to “normal” before you know it.