As it says in the title really and username says it all.
6 years ago I started with neuropathic pain and fatigue MRI at the time of my brain was normal discharged from neurology. Symptoms between then and now but if I’m honest I had written them off as me losing the plot. fast forward to autumn last year when I had the most horrific bout of worsened fatigue, bladder symptoms and leg giving way. Bullied by colleagues into going back to gp mri of brain and spine showed lesion, lumbar puncture positive for oligoclonal bands gandolin enhanced lesion and moderate lesion load.
i spent so long wanting to be told I had ms so that I knew I was not going nuts. And now I have been diagnosed I want rid of it. Feel so low and cannot talk to family and friends about it as they are all distraught. Spent most the evening today crying. I just needed to get it out of my head and written down somewhere. I feel that I am spiralling to a place that is no good at all