Hope today is being kind to you all, and sorry I so need to vent to people who truly understand.
To cut a long story short, things have been difficult for a while, and the MS nurse told me I have clinical depression and has put me under a psychologist, who I might add both have been lovely.
My hubby had 11 days in hospital in December, and this really highlighted just how MS has disabled me in lots of ways. One being when I go out the door, although I have a ramp, I cannot reach it to lock it, unless I go sideways on the ramp, and 2 wheels of my wheelchair are not on the ground, really scary, as you can imagO e.
Ot said a disabled facility grant might help, so he came today to have a look, and wants me to have a new much larger ramp complete with handrails, all of which would block the driveway, meaning my hubby would no longer be able to put his car in the garage.
I tried to explain that my hubby had been my full time carer for lover 20 years, and during that time had sacrificed lots, so I was not happy with his idea, as Phil enjoys tinkering on his and others cars in his garage.
To add insult to injury, he then proceeded to tell me he knows what I feel like, cos his second cousins wife has MS, and she gets upset easily as well. People like him just makes me want to scream, and I do appreciate I seem more teary at the moment, but I am fed up of people saying they understand, when they clearly haven’t got the foggiest.
If you have managed to stick with this rant this far, thanks, and I am sorry its so long winded, just needed to get this off my chest.