I’m not sure if the potential enormity of everything that has gone on over the last few weeks - blood test after blood test, opthamology appointment, trips to the GP etc - has finally caught up with me but I feel really emotional this morning - sitting at my desk feeling as if I want to cry!
I saw the Neuro for the first time two weeks ago (privately), had my first MRI last week and anticipate an update from the Neuro on Thursday (he said he’d call me with the results of the imaging) so we can determine the next steps.
Whilst I still cling to the hope that I don’t have MS, my symptoms are still there - extreme fatigue, tingling in head, face and lower back plus a numb right foot. The last night, just for good measure, I got the electric shock feelings in my right thigh!
I an the sort of person that likes to be in control and remain positive so I am finding it hard to cope with this huge sense of uncertainty!
Sorry, rant over, just needed to offload to those that will understand! Thank you for ‘listening’.